Love

some people are by nature, givers. Others are takers.
very rare are those that are a combination of both.

If you usually give more than you take, then you're a taker, and vice versa. Only those that balance the two characteristics out are the ones that might be considered "going with the flow".

I think i'm a taker, but I know my sister is a giver. That's why she's the good one in the family, everyone says Joanna is good. Everyone thinks she's a big heart. And she really is.

That's why, when mom thinks she wants to do something for her girls, she thinks of Joanna first, she knows I will babel out to win what I want. While Jo is ok with getting whatever her sweet mother would give her.

I don't want someone to think twice before getting me something, or doing something for me. Just like they do with Joanna.

Joanna is such a sweet heart that if someone hurts her, I can go crazy. I can eat them alive.

God gave her one great gift, Sara.

This baby.. is beyond words to me. I love her endlessly, she's too smart, too tiny and too wordy. She speaks arabic english and swaps when she likes it.

She's two and a half now, and loves to imitate, so she carries a bag like me now, puts make up, dresses up when I do, wears her sparkling silver shoes and her skirt and runs around the house behind me.

Last year when I visited and left their house, she burst out crying and calling my name: lubna, lubna, mama where's lubna.

This year, I don't want her to get attached:(

I love you Sara Tobia.